Grandmother
While eating lunch, an old woman
Sitting at the next table asks us,
"Where are you all from?"
She looks over our tables, seeing
Isolated islands of purple volunteer shirts
And sweaty, tired faces.
"Chicago," we proudly reply, in unison.
"You've come a long way to help us,"
the grandmother says.
We shrug and smile shyly,
Looking into our food.
"I just wanted to say thank you for
Making the trip down here and
Helping out. You have no idea what
It means to all of us. You've all done
so much already."
She beams at us.
I want to tell her that we're
Only in for a few days, and this really
Isn't a giant dent in the work that
Other people are doing, that we're
Not the real heroes and-and-and
Suddenly I think to myself:
She's talking to us, you idiot.
She really means it. You're a
goddamn moron.
Nobody knows what to say.
Her smile is infectious.
We smile back.
All of us secretly wish we could
Leave our other lives behind
So we can perpetually help out
And never go home
again.